Summary: Lt. Mulder and Dana Scully meet at the brink of war. A Genre Change piece. "Moment at the End of the World" by Dianora 1/1 Written 3/9/96 -- 3/10/96 The idea for this little vignette popped into my head as I was watching "North and South" (one of the best miniseries EVER, and the books are even better) on the Family Channel this past Saturday. This is more of a Genre Change piece than anything else. Please note that in this scene Mulder and Scully are meant to be younger than they are in the series: Mulder is in his early twenties and Dana is a little younger than that. This is also pretty cheesy and a little melodramatic, but it is meant to be. Any comments, e-mail me at Dianora2@aol.com. Fox Mulder, Dana Scully, Walter Skinner, Melissa Scully, and Ellen are properties of Chris Carter, Ten Thirteen Productions, and Fox Broadcasting. Although I haven't seen Jersey Devil so I don't even know what Ellen looks like. Does it really matter? :) No copyright infringement intended. Dana Katherine Scully hugged her arms against the slight chill in the ballroom and tapped her foot in time to the Virginia Reel the band had just begun to play. She felt a sharp pang that no one had yet asked her to dance that evening, and knowing that it was for an unfair reason--not many Southern gentlemen wanted to be seen dancing with an Irish girl--did nothing to lessen the ache inside of her. She did notice that a few men had braved such ignominy for the chance to dance with her sister Melissa, who, were it not for her heritage, would easily be the belle of Charleston. Dana supposed that if she herself were just a bit prettier, just a bit more vivacious, that she would also warrant such attention; but the fact was that that was just not so. Her friend Ellen had assured her that she looked beautiful this evening, and Dana had to admit she was secretly pleased with the way her emerald green satin gown cinched her waist and emphasized her bosom. Her mother had allowed her to wear her grandmother's gold and emerald necklace and matching earbobs, and her hair was swept back in the latest style, with tortoise shell combs holding her tumbling red curls away from her round face. She still felt she had not completely mastered the art of navigating a hoop skirt, however; and she supposed for that reason she should be grateful no gentlemen had asked her to accompany them to the dance floor, as tripping over her skirt in the middle of the ballroom would do little to enhance her reputation. Ellen was suddenly at her side, her cheeks flushed from dancing and her gold-threaded sky blue gown glittering in the candlelight. "Have you heard?" she asked breathlessly, waving her ivory fan in front of her face. Dana shook her head. "Heard what?" Ellen lowered her voice conspiratorially to the tone of voice she reserved for scandals. "Apparently Mr. Skinner has allowed some Yankee soldiers from Fort Sumter to attend the party. He's actually friends with a lieutenant! Can you imagine? And no one seems willing to offend Mr. Skinner by protesting." "Is it wise of Mr. Skinner to do such a thing, considering the hostility toward Yankees in Charleston? In all of the South?" Dana wondered. She prided herself on her knowledge of current events, listening to all of her father's dinner table arguments and even eavesdropping outside of his study on occasion. She knew the country was on the brink of war, and she didn't relish the idea of it starting tonight in Mr. Skinner's ballroom. "Of course it isn't," Ellen said impatiently. "But isn't it *exciting*? Oh, look, there they are! There's four of them!" Dana studied them curiously. Three of the soldiers were rather nondescript: one sported a full mustache and beard; the second had unusually long blond hair and wore spectacles; and the third one was short and rather...toadlike. The lieutenant, however, was another matter. He was tall, lean, and carried himself with a certain air of authority, without crossing the line into arrogance. His soft brown hair fell carelessly against his forehead, and his lips were full and sensuous. Dana found herself wondering what color the man's eyes were, and nearly blushed at even entertaining such a silly thought. Yet she couldn't deny that she felt drawn to him somehow--it was a struggle to look away from him, to turn her attention back to Ellen and listen to what the young woman was saying. "Isn't he handsome?" she was saying, predictably. "I think I heard his name is Mulder. Lieutenant Mulder." "Mulder," Dana repeated, trying the name out on her tongue. "Yes, he is...intriguing, isn't he?" As she watched, the Yankee soldier scanned the room, the way she would expect an officer to immediately assess his terrain, when his gaze abruptly fell upon her, meeting her stare directly. She looked away, embarrassed, heat rising to her cheeks, but not before she saw his posture stiffen and his mouth open slightly. I've probably offended him, she thought worriedly, and no wonder: staring at him like an animal in a zoo. What has happened to my manners? "Dana!" Ellen hissed, her blond curls bobbing. "He's coming over here! Whatever shall we do?" "Just grant him the courtesy you would bestow on any gentleman," Dana advised, sounding calmer than she felt as she smoothed her skirt in anticipation. "Excuse me, ladies." Dana looked up--and up--into the young lieutenant's face. His eyes, she noticed immediately, were hazel, a wondrous color that seemed to shift from blue to green in an instant. "I'm sorry to disturb you," he said, in a tone of voice that suggested he was anything but, "but a gentleman informed me that the most beautiful lady here tonight was a woman with glorious red hair. I believe I have found her." Dana struggled to compose herself while Ellen didn't even bother to hide her look of astonishment. "I believe the gentleman of whom you speak was referring to my sister, Melissa." "Really?" The corners of his mouth twitched almost imperceptibly. "Then surely he must have been mistaken." Those wondrous eyes locked onto hers in an alien way that made Dana's breath catch in her throat. "But please, forgive me for not introducing myself. Lt. Fox Mulder, at your service." It took a moment for Dana to find her voice. "Dana. Dana Scully. And this is Ellen Powers," she added, extending her hand to him as Ellen made a small curtsy beside her. Lt. Mulder bowed to Ellen, then took Dana's hand and kissed it through the white glove. "An honor," he murmured. "You're too kind," she responded weakly. "Would you do me the additional honor of dancing with me, Miss Dana?" he asked. Dana nodded and accompanied him to the dance floor in a daze, dimly grateful that she at least had enough presence of mind to not trip over her hoop skirt. The band had segued into a slow waltz, and she forced herself not to tremble as Lt. Mulder placed one hand on her waist and used the other to grasp her hand tightly. She rested her free hand on his chest, since she couldn't comfortably reach his shoulder. The woolen fabric of his navy uniform was rough to the touch, even through the thin material of her glove. She didn't much appreciate the fact that she was on eye level with the gold buttons running down his chest, so she craned her neck up to find him staring at her, his eyes studying her in a decidedly unsettling manner. But she could not quite bring herself to look away. "How long have you been stationed here in South Carolina?" she finally asked, straining for some sense of normalcy. "About three months now," he answered, "although I expect to be transferred soon." She nodded, absorbing the information. Transferred due to possible impending war, or to be closer to his family, or... "I suppose Mrs. Mulder must miss you," she ventured, shocked at her boldness. He smiled slightly. "Yes, my mother misses me terribly." The smile widened as he saw understanding surface on Dana's face. "She's the only Mrs. Mulder who worries for me, I'm afraid." "I didn't mean to--" "I know what you meant," he interrupted, but his tone was gentle. "Miss Dana, I know this will sound crazy, and I can't believe I'm saying this, but I have the oddest feeling--like I know you already. Like...like I've known you for a long time." She tried to think of a witty response, but flirting had never been an easy skill for her. "I think...I think I feel the same way, Lt. Mulder." His fingers gripped hers tighter, and she struggled to lighten the topic, knowing that they were treading on dangerous ground. "You certainly have an interesting first name," she said, in what she vainly hoped was a light and teasing fashion. To her surprise his eyes darkened. "I have never liked it," he said quietly. "It does not suit me." Dana thought differently, but knew enough to hold her tongue. She felt a sadness coming from this man, a deep sadness that had probably been with him a long time. She closed her eyes briefly, trying to get a handle on where the sadness originated from. An emptiness...? "You've lost someone you love, haven't you," she said abruptly, not certain how she knew. He winced, startled. "How did you...yes. I lost my sister, a long time ago." "And it still troubles you greatly." His eyes searched hers boldly. "Yes." He lifted his hand from her waist to brush a stray red curl from her face. Dana froze as an unfamiliar wave of desire shot through her and settled somewhere in her abdomen. His swift intake of breath assured her that she was not alone in her reaction. "Miss Dana," he said hoarsely, and she suspected his mouth was as dry as hers, "would you care to join me on the balcony for some fresh air?" "I'd love to." It never occurred to her to say anything different. He navigated their path through the press of dancing couples to the magnificent French doors that led out onto the low balcony. Due to the unusual chill in the air that night they found themselves pleasantly alone outside. "Would you like my jacket?" he asked her. "Are you cold?" She shook her head. "It feels nice," she said truthfully. The cold had never before felt quite so exhilarating. He stepped closer to her, and she was surprised her heart didn't burst in her chest, it was beating so unbelievably fast. "Where are you from, Fox Mulder?" she asked, wanting to know more than anything in the world at that moment. He shrugged minutely. "Massachusetts." "Really?" She raised an eyebrow at him and was pleased when he smiled at the gesture. "I don't think I've ever met someone from so far away." "It really is like a different world up there," he said thoughtfully. "Our streets are busier, the people more hurried, and the parties are not quite so... spectacular." "I'd love to see it," she said hesitantly, feeling embarrassed all of a sudden. "I've never really been outside of Charleston. It can get quite dull." She turned away from him to study the familiar view from the balcony, dismayed to realize that even in the dark she could recognize nearly every carriage in front of the house. The predictability of it all weighed on her heavily. "I'd love to show it to you," he whispered beside her ear, and she jumped at the feel of his breath on her hair. "As for Charleston, as of tonight it has become a lot more...exciting." He gently turned her around so that she was facing him once more. "Do you...do you feel that way too?" he asked tentatively. She had the sudden insight that this man had been hurt by women before, and that this openness was very difficult for him. "Who was she?" she asked, before she could stop the words from tumbling from her lips. The question visibly took him aback, but he recovered quickly and took one of her hands in his. "Someone who apparently did not understand me in two years the way you have managed to in just one night." His other hand cupped her chin gently and tilted her face up to him. "And whose eyes were not such a startling shade of blue." As his lips moved inexorably closer, Dana tried to pull back, to protest, but it was as if she was frozen in place, trapped by a witch's spell. His lips brushed hers delicately and a tingle ran through her. She had never been kissed before. And the thought came to her faintly that it was not seemly for her to be doing so now. Sensing her tension, Lt. Mulder pulled back. "I'm sorry, Miss Dana. Please forgive me." She shook her head, tugged him closer to her. "There is no need for an apology, Lieutenant." And then his lips were on hers again, harder this time, more insistent. She reached up to clutch his strong shoulders and kissed him back, the whole time completely astonished at herself, at this man, at this night. When he pulled away the second time they were both breathing hard. "Dana," he gasped, "how would your father feel about your being courted by a Yankee?" She opened her mouth to respond when suddenly the world ended around them. "WAR!" came a shout from within, and silence fell over the festivities. "Our troops have just fired on Fort Sumter! Ladies and gentlemen, we are now at war!" Mulder cursed softly under his breath as the room erupted in whoops and cheers. Dana could practically see the color drain from his face. "I have to get out of here," he said urgently. "My men--my men will be long gone by now. How can I leave without being seen?" Dana knew the answer to that question all too well, and for the first time that night was grateful for familiarity. "Right here. See this tree? It's a good climbing tree. I used to jump from this balcony into the branches and then shimmy down when I was a little girl. Got in heaps of trouble for it, too." "Dana..." He clasped her hands. "I must...can I write you?" She nodded. "Will you remember the address?" "I have an excellent memory," he assured her. "It's 1121 Dogwood Lane, here in Charleston." "I'll write as soon as I can," he promised. "Take care of yourself, Dana. This war...well, war is not nearly as glorious as these gentlemen would like to believe." Dana gulped as a new thought struck her. People died in war. "Please be careful," she said desperately. "I will. It seems that I suddenly have something to live for." His lips brushed hers quickly. "We'll meet again, Dana," he said fervently. "I know we will." Dana hoped against hope that he was right. "You must go now," she whispered. "Hurry!" He touched her face one last time, then jumped gracefully from the balcony railing to the branches of the gnarled maple tree. She could barely make out his dark figure as he clambered down the tree and started running purposefully down the street. "Dana?" She turned to see Ellen standing there. "Did you hear? We're at war!" She seemed positively delighted at the prospect. Dana smiled thinly. "I know." "That Yankee lieutenant isn't still here, is he? It would surely be dangerous for him. I saw his fellow officers leave some time back." Dana shook her head and led the way back into the ballroom, into the crowd of jubilant gentlemen and ladies, eager for the glory of battle. "He left soon after they did," she said emotionlessly. "Well, it certainly is a shame he's a Yankee," Ellen chattered on. "He was so very handsome." "Was he? I didn't notice," Dana said absently, and traced her lips with a gloved finger.